last night i was told by a best friend that i always try to be the perfect girlfriend, the perfect friend, the perfect person and that im afraid of disappointing people and since i know myself very well i knew this but when she said it it made me realize that its not a good thing. you cant be always perfect. sometimes you have to disappoint people. sometimes you have to be yourself and put yourself first. but what happens when youve never put yourself first and you never thought you should. i dont want to but when your friends start to worry about you and start telling you that its unhealthy do you listen to them or do you keep going down the path your going on. i mean i know i dont look perfect and i guess thats why i feel the need to act perfect.... have you ever felt the need to be perfect? to make everyone happy? how do you get over doing something youve done your entire life? is it destructive or just not right for yourself?
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